Monday, November 10, 2014

November 10, 2014 The Touch of the Master's Hand

Hola todos! Como estan? Espero que todo esta bien con ustedes y que mi español es correcto pero más probable no es correcto. 

How was your week? Are you all getting excited for Thanksgiving? I can`t believe it is already November and that Thanksgiving is approaching really fast...and that Christmas is around the corner then New Year`s then Mother`s Day, my birthday, Father´s day, independence day, then it is fall again and almost Thanksgiving again and then....I finish my mission... What the!? This can`t be real....

Well anyway, nothing super crazy happened this week and I haven`t fallen again so...it`s been pretty boring around here ;) naw no es cierto. It`s never boring in the mission field! There is always an adventure to be had, new people to talk to and lessons to teach :)

 We had three new investigators this week and their lessons went really well. I love working with Hermana Lara!! She is super awesome!! :) Victor Cruz is still in Mexico and so we haven`t had the chance to teach him for a while or commit him to baptism...and he obviously wasn`t able to make it to church...so we had zero investigators in sacrament meeting...and zero baptisms. But it`s ok because we were still happy and we still had a really great week! 

We had ELEVEN lessons with members present!!! That was the largest number for that category that I`ve had in my mission so far and so it felt pretty awesome to achieve that :) We also had 17 less actives in sacrament meeting on sunday which is a lot...and that felt so awesome too! Especially when I saw that Hilda came and that Elizabeth came as well because we weren`t able to see them all week and remind them to come to church but they came all on their own and it was awesome! :) It probably had something to do with the fact that this Sunday was the Primary program....haha but whatever, all that matters is that they came and it was all awesome :) 

The Primary program was so cute and I didn`t really understand what was happening for a lot of it but it is amazing that I could still feel the Spirit through their songs and sweet messages :) The Holy Ghost truly is a marvelous gift :) Did we have our primary program this Sunday as well? How did it go? (if we did have it :) ) I miss my kids...can you tell them that I miss them and that they are super awesome! And that I love them too :) 

We had one fecha bautismal this week :) Nati accepted the invitation to be baptized on the 13th of December! I hope that it doesn`t fall through and that she will be able to come to church and progress! And I really hope that we can teach with the spirit, that she will follow through with the compromisos and that she can gain a testimony of her own so that she won`t become menos activa...that would be the worst... ok not literally the worst because there are worse things, but it would be pretty sad. 

Oh! Cody, I thought of something else that you can do :) You can go visit and teach with the missionaries so you can get a feel for how it is to do the Lord´s work because...I never went with the sister missionaries and so it was a little bit of a change for me when I was thrown into the field....but even a little bit more weird because every one was speaking in Spanish and I basically had NO idea what was going on.... so yeah, you might want to try and prepare yourself at least a tiny bit so that you aren`t totally thrown for a loop like your sister... ;) 

Ok so now I will share something more spiritual and serious haha :) Last night we went and visited two families. One is less active and just a husband and wife who are older and the other is part active members and part less active. With both families we watched a short film called "The touch of the Master`s hand" but it was really cool how with each family the lesson was a little bit different. In this video, for those of you who haven`t seen it, there is an old man who is making a violin. It shows a little bit of each part and how the man makes the violin with care and love and then he plays a little bit of a song on it to make sure it works correctly and has a great sound. Then he lovingly puts it in its case. After that, it shows that a mother had purchased the violin for her son so that he could learn to play it. He tries to learn it but obvioulsy doesn`t like it and lots and lots of horrific things happen to this poor violin that cause pain to my heart when I see them...they really are so sad.... The violin is dropped several times, it is sat on by children, used as a bow with suction cup darts, and as a shield in a battle between two children. Lots of bad stuff. Finally, after severl years and several horrific instances, the violin is in an auction. It is the last thing to be auctioned off and at first nobody wants it. They bid $2 for it and the auctioneer is about to sell it when the old man who made the violin walks up ot the front, takes the violin, cleans it off a bit and begins to play a beautiful tune. After he finishes, he hands it back to the auctioneer and sits down. Suddenly everyone wants it and it auctions off for like 2 million dollars or something like that. 

After the video, we all went around the room and talked about what we learned from the video and how we could apply it to our lives. There were a few different answers but mostly it was the same (with the part active member part less active member family). It was a really beautiful family night and the Spirit was definitely there. 

I would like to just take a few moments and write to you my thoughts from the video. We can apply this video to our lives in the form of the atonement. Everyone makes mistakes and everyone has things pass in their lives that are challenging but in the beginning, we were with God. He made us and he made us perfect and beautiful without blemish. But as we go through this life we get a little banged up spiritually. We get scars, we have marks, we go through horrific experiences. At some point, we are no longer clean, polished and perfectly manicured. We end up looking like a beat up old violin. But, our Heavenly Father is so loving and merciful and he gave us something so incredible. He gave us the most amazing gift we could ever ask for. His Son, Jesus Christ. He sent his son to earth to atone for our sins, to take upon him our errors and faults, our shortcomings and temptations and all manner of uncleanliness. He sent his son to do all of that for us so that we would have the chance to pray for help, to ask for forgiveness and to be washed clean with the "touch of the master`s hand". Christ`s arms are always, always open to us. We can always come unto him with our burdens and ask for relief. We can always ask for strength and beg for forgiveness. The Savior will always help us when we ask in faith and through Him we can become perfect and clean again. I want to share a scripture with you but I don`t have it memorized in english and I only have my spanish scriptures but you can look up the verses after in english or put this in google translate ;) 

D&C 45:3-5  "Escuchad al que es vuestro intercesor con el Padre, que aboga por vuestra causa ante él, diciendo: Padre, ve los padecimientos y la muerte de aquel que no pecó, en quien te complaciste; ve la sangre de tu Hijo que fue derramada, la sangre de aquel que diste para que tú mismo fueses glorificado; por tanto,Padre, perdona a estos mis hermanos que creen en mi nombre, para que vengan a mí y tengan la vida eterna."

Yo se que es verdad. Se que todos los hombres, mujeres y niños quien creen en el nombre de Jesucristo pueden ser salvos y pueden obtener la vida eterna. Es una promesa de Dios y de Jesucristo. Ellos no pueden mentir. Se que por medio el Salvador Jesucristo, todos podemos ser limpios y recibir perdón de nuestros pecados. Él siempre es aquí por nosotros con sus brazos abiertos y listas para recibirnos. La expiación de Jesucristo es el don más bonita, más hermosa en todo el mundo y es la única manera en que podemos empezar otra vez con una pagina blanca. El evangelio tiene la plenitud de luz y todo felicidad y verdad para nosotros. Estoy muy agradecida por esta conocimiento que yo tengo y por la oportunidad para compartirle con mi chiquito parte del mundo aquí en México. Siempre recordar su Salvador Jesucristo y continuar en su fe y en la conocimiento tengan que él siempre esta para ustedes para ayudarles en su misión aquí en la tierra. Que tengan un bonita semana y espero que ustedes pueden trabajar con fuerza para que Dios les bendice en todas partes de su vida.

Con mucho amor,
Hermana Walker


(I hope that all of that Spanish was right or that it at least makes sense...for those of you who know spanish ;) ) 

Monday, November 3, 2014

November 3, 2014 Moving forward after transfers and prayer

Um, how in the world is it already November! (my question mark key doesn`t work...I know, it`s bugging me too...) I am blown away! How can time fly by so fast! When I was little time went by sooo slowly.... and now I am getting older and it is just flying by like nothing! And the worst part is, it`s only going to get worse with age, just like everything else haha. But it`s alright, I just need to work super hard for the short amount of time I have left and I need to enjoy every moment of it! Do you realize that next month is my six month mark...!(question mark)!!(question mark)! Ah! I can`t! That is so so crazy...  This month on the 25th I am turning 5 months old...ah...

Ok well enough of that (even though that`s probably a lie because I will probably randomly freak out again later on in this email, who knows.) So, we had changes and I stayed here and that is super awesome because this area is great! The ward is huge and supportive and full of the nicest people on the planet! The food is fantastic and I know the area so that is always great (especially for someone as directionally challenged as I am...). I got a new companion and...SHE`S TOTALLY MEXICAN!! WHOOOO!!! I am really happy about that, if you couldn`t tell ;) Now my spanish can hopefully get a whole lot better! :) My comp is named Hermana Lara and she is from a part in Mexico that is really hard for me to say...and even harder to spell....but it is like, in Tampico where Elder Sampson is serving so that is pretty cool. I don`t know if it is part of the mission or not but I know that it is close to Tampico :) She is really sweet and funny. She always jokes around and despite the language barrier, we get along really well :) She has...wait for it...15 months in her mission!!! She`s practically dead ;) that`s what people say here anyway haha. She is probably going to finish her mission out here in La Joya :) Hermana Kraczek is now in an area called Atlixco in a part named Tulipanes. Apparently it is super beautiful there especially around Christmas time, and there are tons of flowers so that is pretty cool for her :) Her comp is Hermana Sanchez who actually came with me and the three other missionaries from my district. She is in my generation, whoo whoo! She speaks spanish and English fluently and she and I sat next to each other on the flight here to Mexico so that is something pretty sweet :) 

Alright so....this week was a little crazy because it was my first week "alone" like being the only one who knew who people were and where we were going so that was an adventure! But we made it through! The only bad thing was that our numbers this week were a little bit sad....but it`s ok because we can always improve and become better and the Savior can help us accomplish our goals and become the missionaries and people that He wants us to be so we don`t even have anything to worry about. This week we had an appointment with a lady that Hna Kraczek and I contacted on the street but Hermana Lara and I couln`t find her. We asked a ton of people but no one knows who she is...we didn`t know her last name so that presented a bit of a problem haha ;) but apparently she doesn`t exist.... but it worked out because we contacted like five other people while looking for her and we even knocked on a door and this cute little old lady answered and when we asked if Guadelupe lived there she actually said yes! How incredible right (insert question mark here :) ). She told us that Guadelupe was at work but that we could come in so we did, and we taught her part of the first lesson, taught her to pray, invited her to come to church with us, told her we would pass on Sunday for her, and picked up a new investigator! yep, that´s right. We are pretty awesome missionaries ;) haha yeah sorry, I am a tiny bit weird today so sorry if some of this doesn`t really make sense.... Well, we passed for her on Sunday but she wasn`t there so that was a little sad...but we have an another appointment with her on Tuesday so let`s hope she can come with us this Sunday :) 

 Oh! so something interesting...on Saturday we went to an ofrenda :) it´s like an offering that the Catholics do for the dead because it was día de muertos :) So we saw the picture of the person who died (their grandma) and there was a sign that said "Bienvenidos Abuelita Anita" with flowers all around it and crosses and stuff and there where two really huge candles by the sign too. Behind all this stuff there was a huge display of food and drinks that Anita loved while she was living and they also put out mole (mole-eh) and rice and stuff like that. There was seriously so much food! Tons of fruit and coke and candy and just a ton of food. They also have inscence burning too so that there is a...a...smell...haha I can`t think of the right word in English... oh! aroma! :) so that there is an aroma for the dead to smell and follow to their ofrenda. 

It is so interesting how there are so many different beliefs here on the earth and so many different religions... I am really grateful that we have the knowledge of the restored gospel here on the earth and that we know the plan of God; that we have the plan of Salvation and that we can live again after this life with our Father in Heaven, our Savior Jesus Christ and our families. This truly is a huge blessing that God has given us and it really does bring so much happiness in our lives! I am grateful for the chance I have to be here as a missonary, a representative of Jesus Christ, to share this message with the people here so that they can revel in this great knowledge as well and receive more peace and hope in their lives. I know that the Lord is preparing the hearts of many people right now for me and my companions to teach. I know that He has a plan for each one of us and that it is unique and  catered to our individual needs. Each plan is perfect and beautiful and designed to help us reach our full divine potential. And that is also something that is super amazing! God has given us the tools to become perfect. He had given us everything. All we need to do is ask for direction. I love the first book of Nehi in the Book of Mormon because Nephi has so much faith and it blows my mind to read about it! I really can`t wait to meet him and the other prophets of old after this life. But I love the story when he is asked by the Lord to build a ship because Nephi doesn`t ask "How am I supposed to build a ship (QM). How do I even start (QM)" He instead asks the Lord "Where do I go to find the tools to make the ship" Or something like that...I don`t remember his exact words. But basically, it is so incredible that he asks the Lord to help him make the tools so that he can then make the ship. He has no doubts in the Lord`s abilities or in the things that the Lord asked of him. We need to do the same thing. We need to ask the Lord to help us see the good in things when we are having a bad day. We need to ask him to help us see what it is that we need to learn when we don`t understand why we have the trials we have. We can also ask Him to help us achieve our divine potential so that we can be the sons and daughters that he wants us to be. It is so important to ASK the Lord, in all things. He commands us to pray always that we may conquer Satan. How incredible is that promise! If we pray everyday in the morning when we arise and in the night before we retire, and also have a prayer in our hearts and minds throughout the day, we will be able to CONQUER Satan. That is such a beautiful promise! Who wouldn`t want to conquer Satan? Who wouldn`t want the power and promise of the Lord that the Devil will have no power over us because we will be able to win every battle? 

How important is prayer if God, the creator of the universe, has asked that we communicate with Him? Pretty important I would say. Prayer is a commandment. I hope we never forget that. Pray everyday so that you can conquer the storms of the adversary. Your prayers are your life jackets while you are sailing your ship along the ocean of life. When the storms hit, you don`t want to take any chances. Put on your life vest every morning and never falter. Never undo those precious buckles by forgetting to pray because it will only make it that much easier for Satan to drown you when his storms beat upon you.  

I know that this is true, without a doubt. I know that prayer is power and that it works. I know the Lord answers our prayers and that everyone is important to Him. He knows us all individually because we are His. He cares about us all and cares about what we go through. Everything that happens to us, good or bad, is important to Him and He wants to help us; He wants to hear about our lives. He wants to be a part of them. "Pray always that you may conquer Satan..." Be firm in the faith everyone and continue to be awesome sons and daughters! I know that we as latter-day Saints have the power to change the world for the better and we have a calling to spread the gospel to all the world. Keep looking for all the miracles the Lord puts in your path, keep praying fervently for strength and guidance and the ability to become who the Lord wants you to be. I hope that all this made sense and that you have a fantastic week! I love you all so much and I thank you for your love and support. It means a lot :) Until next week!

Love,
Hermana Walker

Here is a photo of me and Hna Kraczek on the car ride to changes...yes, those are tears in our eyes...


Monday, October 27, 2014

October 27, 2014 Transfers

Hola todas!

So....we got a call last night at like 11:30-12 ish and....Hermana Kraczek is leaving.... I am so sad!! She is the best comp ever! We have had so much fun together and had so many wonderful experiences together and we are super great friends.... but I am supposed to stay here and she is supposed to go to another area because it is the will of the Lord so it isn`t really all that horrible. Especially since we both live in Utah and can totally hang out after our missions and we plan on coming here to visit again too so it will all be great but yeah, it is still pretty hard and sad. We have to go visit SO many people today and say goodbye and take lots of pictures...it is going to be a crazy day because everyone here loves to talk and we have to see so many people and there are NEVER enough hours in the day to do all the things that we need to do. So yeah, this will be an adventure to say the least. We were invited to eat with three different families today so...we are going to be HUGE by the end of the night and it is going to be super awesome ;) Hermana Kraczek is lucky because maybe she will be going to an area where the food isn`t so ridiculously delicious and where the members don`t feed her so well and she might be able to lose weight...but I have to just keep getting fat... oh believe me, I am trying to be careful but it is so hard! You have to be so careful how you say things so that people don`t get offended and think that you don`t like their food... but yeah, so the changes are happening tomorrow and I will be getting a new companion...I hope that she is latina so that I can learn spanish a lot better and more correct haha because Hna Kraczek and I are both still learning and we aren`t really the best...she is a lot better than I am obviously because she has 9 months in the mission but still...we have a long ways to go and we spoke in english way more than we should have so that isn`t super great....

Anyway, so you will never guess what I ate this week. It was a chicken`s foot..yumm.... it was just sitting there in my soup all big and cooked with the skin stuff on it...and I could still move the toes and stuff....it was not my most favorite thing but I still ate it haha and it wasn`t like disgusting or anything, just super super weird....

Um, ok so there is this little girl here who is like our next door neighbor and she is the cutest!!! She is only four years old but she talks so much and I totally thought she was older because she is so bubbly and intelligent and yeah, she is so cute!!! Her name is Oblish (Oh-bleesh) I don`t know how to spell it but that is how you pronounce it. She is just so cute and she and her mom came with us yesterday to our citas so that we could have a member present with us and all that and...oh my heck I can`t wait to be a mom and I really hope my kids are as cute as her! I let her play with the ring that Elder Sampson made me (by the way, Elder Sampson made me a ring ;) and sent it with a letter and all that) :) but yeah I let her play with the ring so that she wouldn`t be bored but then it was kind of bad because she thought that she got to keep it..haha but don`t worry, I got it back so it`s all good :) We had an appointment with a family that lives in another part of the pueblo that is a little further from our house (there are two here, San Gabriel and Santa Barbara) but on the way home it was really dark so the familia Hernandez (the family we had the cita with, who just barely all got baptized), the familia Franco Gomez, the friend of hermana Carolina (one of the Hernandez kids that was baptized) and...well basically we had like a parade accompanioning (um, I doubt that is right haha but oh well) us back to our house. It was kind of ridiculous.... But yeah it was so cute because Oblish reached up for my hand while we were walking home and she was talking to me and all that and it was so cute. Then I started swinging her, like: 1, 2, 3...SWING! and she thought that was so fun! she was laughing and she kept saying"Otra vez! Otra vez!" it was the cutest :) 

Ah, I have no time left so I need to go but I can`t believe that it is already almost Novemeber! Luckily they don`t celebrate Thanksgiving here so I won`t miss you guys quite as much when this day happens... :) haha ok this is random but it just barely hapened and it was really funny, well, I thought so at least. There are two Elders in the internet too right now and they are both latinos so they don`t speak english but one of the Elders just said to me "What`s up...Sistah" haha it was so funny! 

Ok, we need to go really bad now...we are late for a comida! I love you all so much and I hope that you have a really awesome week full of miracles and lots of beautiful spiritual experiences! Cuídense muchísimo!

Con mucho amor,
Hermana Walker


aquí es Oblish :)

Monday, October 20, 2014

October 20, 2014 Blessings

Um...haha yeah so I have a funny story to tell you all....remember how my knees were being so amazing and they were healing so fast and I was so happy? Yeah well, you will never believe what happened today... I was walking up the one little stair that we have in our house and my shoes were really wet because our clothes were hanging up inside to dry and they had dripped water all over the floor...so yeah they were really wet and don`t have a lot of traction to begin with so...I totally slipped and smached my knee AGAIN and my arm and my knee started bleeding again and it wasn`t even healed yet so that was pretty awesome...I swear, the mission has made me the most accident prone person in the universe! This stuff would never happen (at least not this frequently) at home...I am slowly becoming a clutz...sweet. 

Anyway, Hna. Kraczek and I were laughing so hard and we just kept saying ¨Como!?¨And stuff like that. Like, how in the world did that happen?? And then it was super awesome because right after that happened to me, Hna. Kraczek was walking to go into our study to grab something and she puched the door open really hard but then it hit the tip of an umbrella that was on the floor and swung back to it`s old spot right as she was walking to enter the room so...SMACK!! She hits the side of her face right on the door...pretty dang fuerte too, and we died laughing again! It was SO funny! I don`t know how all this stuff happens to us but I am really flad that we are able to just laugh it off and still be happy and have a good time :) And I am really glad that she laughs at this stuff like I do because there are some people in the world (a lot actually) who don`t laugh when this kind of stuff happens and if that was the case with us then there would be a lot of awkward situations...and my comp would think I was the rudest person on the planet... Thankfully that is not the case :) My comp is awesome and we laugh at a ton of the same things so it works out perfectly. The Lord is so amazing how He totally just knows who to put with who and what things need to happen to us in order for us to grow :) It is incredible!

Alright so basically, Heavenly Father is the best and He loves us so much! We are seriously blessed everyday! I don`t even know how we are so blessed and how He sends us so many miracles and blessings. Our minds are basically blown on a daily basis! First of all, we get free stuff all the time! We get free food and tons of fruit and we get free rides in combes (haha I have no clue how to spell that but basically they are little tiny buses like a van that we ride in around our area to get to places that are far or that we take when we are running late), the Lord gives us extra time somehow...yeah those are just a few. He also leads us to the people who need us most and helps us have the Spirit so that we know what to teach to help them in that moment in their lives. And I also think it is so incredible how we can love these people so much!! 

Yesterday, we were at the comida and we were teaching a little message afterwards on an attribute of Christ. We taught this active member family about hope and it turned out to be just what they needed. They are having some struggles with one of their family members and they don`t understand what is going on because she doesn`t tell them. She only tells them that she doesn`t want to go to church and that she doesn`t want to live here with them and it is really hard for the mom and the other siblings. Basically we were all crying (there were four of us) and feeling the Spirit of hope, faith and love during these moments. It was so amazing to me how I could have so much love for this family already and I haven`t even been here long! It was also amazing that I was able to understand everything that was going on in this lesson... the Lord blessed me with the gift of tongues more fully than before so that I could understand wht was happening and love this family. I seriously don`t want to leave... 

We have cambios on the 28th and I really don`t want it to happen because I don`t know if I am going to leave or stay and I don`t want to switch companions either. It`s the worst! But at the same time it is super awesome because the Lord knows what is best and He knows where we need to be and who we need to be with to grow and help others grow so I don`t know, there are good sides and bad sides to everything haha. 

But anyway, this was one of the miracles/beautiful moments/tender mercies of this week. 

Another thing that I wanted to talk a little bit more about is that the Lord blesses us with extra time a lot. It is so crazy because sometimes...more often than we should...we show up appointments late...but when this happens, the Lord blesses us with the ability to eat, talk, teach a lesson and make the member feel good and it felt like we were there for a really long time when we actually weren`t. We get out of the food and somehow we are exaclty back on schedule even if we showed up for the comida 30 minutes late AND the member didn`t even have it all ready yet either. How is this possible!? I have no idea. All I know is that the Lord loves us so much and He is so so good to us! This kind of stuff happens so much to us and we are blown away by it everytime! Also, the other day we had so many appointments and we were stressing out about how we were going to visit everyone because our members couldn`t come with us to do divisions anymore so it was just me and hna Kraczek....but somehow the Lord just blessed us so much and a lot of people weren`t home or couldn`t do it anymore so we were able to go visit everyone that we needed to and it was awesome. Also, yesterday, one of the hermanas that was supposed to do divisions with us forgot so we just had hermana Pilar to come with us but we were able to make it to almost all of our citas and it was so beautiful! We were able to help others come unto Christ and we were able to be taught by the Spirit and to feel his presence in our lessons and it was so amazing. We were also able to walk through the rain, literally through rivers of water (the streets  turn into rivers here a lot when it rains because there is a lot of water) and laugh the whole time and we just all three had an awesome time together enjoying each others company and the beauty of this earth that our Heavenly Father has blessed us with. It was a really great day yesterday. Also, the Lord helped us to really catch up on our weekly goals yesterday and even though we didn`t get all our numbers, like all our goals, we were able to get really close on a lot and make a few and so our numbers were pretty awesome this week! And the most important part is that we are improving instead of digressing so that is always awesome :) 

Well, I don`t have a lot of time left so I need to go but I am going to try and write my testimony in spanish...those of you who know spanish, please don`t judge me on mine :) haha I still have a really really long ways to go and I am still learning...a lot... :) 

Yo quiero compartir mi testimonio con ustedes sobre este Evangelio. El Evangelio de Jesucristo es la mas bonita cosa en todo mi vida. Porque yo tengo este evangelio, yo tengo una conocimiento muy maravillosa y muy bonita sobre muchas cosas. Primero, yo tengo la oportunidad para ser con mi familia para siempre. Esto es bien bonita y me da mucho esperanza por mi futuro. Se que esta vida no es la final. Hay mas después la muerte. La muerte solo es una parte del plan de nuestro Padre Celestial. Se que esta plan es perfecto y que Dios tiene una plan especifico por cada una de nosotros, solo necesitamos orar y pedir para saber que son los cosas Dios tiene para nosotros. Se que es importante para tener la fe y esperanza en Cristo y en sus promesas. Cuando tenemos estas cosas, tenemos esperanza en un mundo mejor y los bendiciones que viene por nuestro Padre Celestial. Se que Jesucristo es la mas importante persona en todo el mundo y que solo es por medio Él podemos regresar y vivir con nuestra Padre Celestial y con nuestra familia en los cielos. Se que yo puedo ser una persona perfecta por medio del Salvador Jesucristo y que yo puedo arrepentir y ser limpia de mis pecados. Jesucristo es perfecto y es una gran ejemplo por todos personas. Le amo muchísimo y estoy muy agradecida por Él y su sacrificio por mi. 

I owe the Savior my everything y sin Él no soy nada. Estoy muy agradecida por esta oportunidad que yo tengo para predicar el evangelio de Jesucristo y compartir mi testimonio y esta bonita mensaje con la gente aquí en México. Tambien, estoy agradecida que soy una miembro de la Iglesia de Jesucristo de los Santos de los Últimos Días y que soy una representante de Él por todo mi vida. Es una llamamiento tan bonito y es eterna. 

Eso es un tan tito parte de mi testimonio y lo comparto en el nombre de Jesucristo, Amen.

Thank you for all of your love and support and for all the things that you do for me. I love you so much and hope that you all have a really great week full of the Spirit and blessings from the Lord. Cuidase mucho! 

Con mucho amor,
Hermana Walker 

Monday, October 13, 2014

October 13, 2014 Time flies

Holy cow...the time is flying by here!! My 12 week training with Hermana Kraczek is almost over!! :( I am so sad...we have cambios on the 28th of this month and I really don`t want to leave my comp or my area...I love them both so much! This is so hard....I am not looking forward to this day because it is going to be so so sad.... But at the same time, I know that I will be going or staying according to the will of the Lord and so it doesnt really matter what happens because the Lord has it all figured out for me and I just need to trust in Him con todo mi corazon, alma, mente y fuerza. I typed that part in Spanish because it sounds a lot less cheesy haha :) 
 
Well anyway, how are you all doing? I hope that you had a really great and productive week and that you were all able to feel the Spirit more in your lives and do something good for someone else! :)

We had much better numbers this week even though we didn`t even complete all our goals or anything but we got a few of them and we actually didn`t do too horribly so that is good right? We had like three investigators in sacrament meeting which isn`t aton but it is better than zero, and right now we actually don`t have too many investigators....we have a ton of menos activos though and we had a lot in the capilla this week...it was at least 13!! :) So that was pretty dang awesome! And Amparo Rangel came with her daughter which was like a miracle since she is never there when we come to teach her or she says she doesn`t have time so the fact that she and her daughter came to church basically all on their own is a miracle! well, actually I just had this thought....she probably was visited by her visiting teachers and they invited her to come back to church and she listened and came...that`s probably what happened :) Either way it is a miracle and either way it has the Lord´s hand in it so either way it is something super amazing! 

Um, my knees are doing so much better! They are almost completely healed and I can walk normal and run and all that! The only thing I still can`t do is kneel or squat slash croach down, so when I am talking to little kids or cute little babies it is a little bit awkward haha but whatever, it`s all good! :) 

How was Evan`s homecoming talk? I bet it was really cute/good/sweet/spiritual and all that really awesome stuff! He is so cute and I loved when we read his emails because he was always so sincere and always had so much love for his mission and the people there and also he expressed so much love for his family, especially his dad, which I always thought was the cutest! 

Um...so I won`t be able to write again before these happen so I am going to say something really quick right now and then next monday I will write more stuff about it to the people that deserve it alright? So with that said....HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM AND PEPPIN!!!!! I love you both so much and I can`t believe  you guys are having your birthdays already! How is it already October!? Prest, I can`t believe that you are turning 13...what the!? How!? How is everyone getting so old!? I hope that you have a really great birthday on the 18th and that you get some cool stuff and laugh a lot! Mom, don`t worry I won`t tell everyone how old you are ;) but I just wanted to say happy birthday to you also and tell you that I love you so much! You are so beautiful and kind and you are a great example to me! I hope that I can be as serviceful and kind as you when I grow up and I hope that I can always put all my efforts and energy into my callings and works like you do. Thank you so much for everything that you do for me and for my siblings. You really are the best! 

I will write you both longer and more meaningful emails next week but I don`t have anymore time right now... I have to go because one of our investigators invited us over to eat with them at 2...that`s in one minute haha....

But really quick, the mission leader, Juan, got released....we are all so sad because Juan is basically the best and he is the cutest little old man!! He doesn`t even look old but I guess he is kind of older...but he totally still goes out and plays basketball and stuff with 20 year olds so that is pretty sweet. He also has the best laugh in the world! It is so cute and so funny! I always have to laugh when I hear it :) we are having a little party for him and Hermana Kraczek and I made him an icecream cake because he loves icecream! I hope it turns out...neither of us have made one of those before....but it looks really good and hopefully it will work! 

Well, that is basically all I have right now and I need to go but I have a recording for you guys...it is a little "graphic" haha but it was something that happened this week that was...different...haha. Well, I love you all so much and I am so grateful for your love and support! I hope that you all are still trying your best to recognize the Lord`s hand in your lives and that you are keeping track of all the little miracles that He blesses you with everyday. Keep smiling and serving and gathering light so that your testimonies will shine so bright you can spiritually set people on fire!! Love you!!! :) :)

Love always, 
Hermana Walker

 

Monday, October 6, 2014

October 6, 2014 Gratitude and Conference

Hello everyone!

I hope that you are all doing well and that you are happy and loving life! Because life is amazing and it is a great gift from our Father in Heaven that I think we all take for granted. Even something small, like knees for instance, are beautiful beautiful things! Well, physically? No, they are actually kind of fea... but they are really beautiful because they allow us to do so much! I really took mine for granted before I hit the asphalt really really hard...I walked around like an old lady, limping and all that and I couldn`t really do anything for exercise because all I could do was barely stand somewhat straight and yeah...I couldn`t sit on the ground or do push ups or planks or anything...so that was rough too. And, I couldn`t sit down and cross my legs! That killed me! It was so hard...it`s like a habit for me to just cross my legs while sitting in lessons or in church or where ever, but I couldn´t do that either. I on`t really know why I told you all that but basically, I really appreciate my knees so much more and I am going to be so much more careful while walking and stuff cuz I don`t really want to repeat this week again, as far as the condition of my knees are concerned. They are actually healing really fast and feeling a lot better! They still look really ugly but I am so so grateful that they are healing! Anyway, enough of that. Let`s talk about the General Conference because it was so so amazing!! I loved it so much!!

It was a tender mercy from the Lord for me because we were able to watch the Saturday sessions in English! It was amazing! I learned so much and got planched pretty hard a few times and there were talks that answered questions I wasnt even aware I had until after the words came out of the mouths of these prophets, seers, an revelators. The whole thing was just so awesome! How blessed are we that every six months the Lord grants us an opportunity to listen to talks given by His holy prophets who are called of Him to guide us and teach us His will? General Conference is such an inspired blessing and I can`t believe how I took it for granted when I was a kid! I always used to think it was so long and so boring because I never really understood what they were teaching us but I am so grateful for the opportunity that we have to learn and grow spiritually on our path to true discipleship.

I want to know what your favorite talks were from the Saturday sessions! And dad, Cod and Prest, tell me what you learned from Priesthood! :) 

The Sunday morning session was really rough because we had to watch it in Spanish (since the chapel was really full of people and they were like all using the internet on their phones and tablets and stuff so we couldn`t watch it in English since it would slow the internet down )and I recognized words and phrases and stuff but it was stuff that I already knew and so I wasn`t able to understand the entire talk or anything like that and in my notes it was kind of sad because I only have two sentances written down...

I still felt the Spirit though for sure and I loved listening to the Mormon Tabernacle Choir and enjoying the Spirit that comes with their angelic voices. Luckily, we were able to watch the second half of the sunday session in English and I understood it all so much better and learned a lot of things. I just love conference so much!

One thing that I loved from the Sunday conference (in the afternoon when I actually understood what was going on) was when one of the speakers, I can`t remember who said it, said that it is so much easier to make little changes everyday than to do a complete 360 degree turn around; it hurts less. I loved that because it applies to all people! It applies to members of the church striving to become better disciples of Christ, it applies to our investigators who are making changes in their lives right now to live the gospel the way that we teach them and the way that they read about in the scriptures-the way the Lord wants them to live it, and also, it applies to us missionaries out here in the field. A lot of the time, we beat ourselves up over the mistakes that we make or because we didn`t keep a rule exactly like we should have or we didnt have as much success during the week as we wanted, but, it is so important to remember that we just need to make small changes everyday and focus on one thing at a time instead of trying to fix all the problems all at once right then and there. It hurts less when we do things little by little rather than trying to eat an entire elephant in one bite or something ridiculous like that. ¨By small and simple things are great things brought to pass¨. The Lord will help us make the small changes daily that are neccesary for our profit and learning. He will help us bring about great changes and miracles by taking small steps, by doing small things. We must learn things continually in the manner that God intended: line upon line, precept upon precept. 

This talk helped me a lot because there are so many things that I want to change about myself and so many things that I want as characteristics in my life, but I know, and understand better now, that it is ok to only focus on one thing at a time; to not get caught in riptides that make us feel hopelessly lost in rough waters. In fact, it is better, easier, and hurts less when we make the small changes daily. The yoke of the Savior is light and easy and with His help I can accomplish all things. With His help, it will hurt less.

I also liked the talk (I think it was on Satuday but I don`t have my notes with me so correct me if I get it wrong) that talked about the emergency masks on the airplanes and how he related it to our lives and the gospel. It is so important, in fact, it is vital to first adjust our straps before we can adjust those of another. We need to be firmly planted in the faith and in the rich souls of the gospel truths before we can help other people adjust their straps. Obvioulsy right now, this is a really important principle for me because I am called as a missionary of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints to preach the gospel of Christ and to bring others unto Him. This is my calling right now and there is special and specific power associated with it. It is more obvious as a missionary that I need to have my mask adjusted before I can go out and teach and help others adjust theirs. I need to have a testimony of this gospel that is so strong and deep that nothing can shake it, nothing can up-root it. Not even crash-landing in a plane from the sky. 

This talk holds specific significance for all members of the church-not just full-time serving missionaries. As members of the church, you all still have the same responsibilites that I do right now-you all still need to share your testimonies with others and share this glorious gospel with all those around you. But, you also need to make sure that your mask is securely fastened so that nothing can shake it. It is your responsibility alone to make sure that you can withstand all the turbulence of life and that your faith and testimony is firm before you reach out to help others because you don`t want to risk the chance of having your mask surprisingly fall from your face when the turbulance hits hardest. If your mask isn`t secure, you aren`t going to be much help to those around you. 

Also, I loved the talk by President Uchtdorf when he talked about the constellations and instruments that can now gather celestial light so that we now have a greater knowledge of other constellations and galaxies among us. God has always been there. His truths have always been there. We just haven`t always used the proper tools to gather the celestial light that Heavenly Father and the Savior Jesus Christ offer. When we seek out these tools and use them daily and correctly, celestial light gathers in our hearts and in our minds, enlightening our understanding and building us brighter and brighter from within. When we seek celestial light, we will find it and we can gather it and add to our inner light until it is shining through our very beings! 

It`s never too late to open the scriptures. It`s never too late to pour your heart out in prayer. It is never to late to utilize the celestial tools that God has given us to gather His celestial light. Search the word of God with dilligence, ponder them in your hearts and your minds and pray to the Lord in the name of our mediator, Jesus Christ, and give thanks for the light that you do have and for the opportunity daily to gather more. Don`t get caught in the riptides of the adversary who laughs at us when we feel down. Blind him and burn him out with the light of Christ that you can find and gather and use as your everlasting sheild all the days of your mortal and eternal lives. 

I hope that you all learned something amazing in the conference talks this year and that you can apply them to your lives with sincere intention to become better disciples of Christ. I know that the prophet Thomas S. Monson is a true and living prophet and that he has been called of God to lead us in the paths of righteousness in these days and in these times. I know that his counselors and the Quorem of the Twelve and the other auxillirary leaders of the church have also been called of God and that they recieve revelation for the saints today. I know that the Lord Jesus Christ lives, with every fiber of my being. He lived and died for us. He suffered greater pains than any man has ever known because He suffered all of our pains collectively. He lives again for us because He loves us and He loves the Father and He wants for us to be eternally happy. I know that Jesus Christ is the Savior and Redeemer of the world and that He truly is our Mediator with the Father because without Hm, we literally would have nothing. 

I am so grateful for this gospel in my life and for the truths that the Holy Ghost has testified to my heart because they make me who I am. I am so thankful that i have this opportunity to be a missionary right now serving in Mexico and that I have the opportunity to change lives just as mine has been changed because I have this knowledge. I hope that none of us take any of this for granted and that we live each day as the Savior would have us live. We are His representatives right now on the earth and it is our responsibility to build the Kingdom of God here on the earth with all the strength that we can muster. I know that I am not even close to perfect and that I make mistakes and fall short of the glory of God daily, but I also know that hope is not lost because we have a Savior who makes up the difference. All we have to do, is ask. I know these things to be true and I share them in the name of Jesus Christ, my Savior, Redeemer, and perfect example of obedience, Amen.

I apologize because this is so long this week but my heart is just really full of gratitude for all the beautiful blessings that I have in my life. I hope that you all have an amazing week and that you strive to apply something from Conference into your daily lives. I love you all so much! Thank you for your love and support :)

Love always,
Hermana Walker :)

 

Monday, September 29, 2014

September 29, 2014 Dogs and My Epic Fall

Alright, how are you all doing this week? I hope you are all doing really great! :) So, I made a recording last night or the night before, I can´t remember...but I made it and it ended up being like 12 minutes long so...yeah I am going to have to make a different one and send it next week but yeah so basically in the recording I told you two stories :)

The first one happened while we were doing divisions with different hermanas de la Iglesia. I was with Hermana Magdalena and we were walking to la casa de Candi, Diana y Chewi. So we were waiting outside like on the outskirts of the front yard waiting for someone to come out. Well, they have two dogs and one of them is like a big black lab. He is so cute and really friendly and it´s so cool because he plays fetch...with pieces of bricks! What the!? Yeah, it is pretty awesome. But so he came out and then the other little dog who is like a chihuahua or someting, came out after. Well, the chihuahua was sniffing my leg and stuff and I was all, yeah whatever, a lot of dogs do that, so I just kept watching the door and then, all of a sudden, I feel something warm on my foot and I realize that the dog is peeing on me!! So I kind of screamed and like shook my foot off, almost stepping on the little dog in the process....yeah, that was so awesome. I got peed on, right on my foot. So yeah then we went into the house and taught the lesson like normal but I just think it is really funny and it will be a good story for later; especially when I can tell my kids that I was peed on right outside my investigator´s house ;) 

The other story I have to tell is also pretty awesome and I have some documented evidence that is not for the eyes of the weak in stomach... So on Saturday, Hermana Kraczek and I went and bout a big ol cake for a menos activa for her birthday. We went to drop it off but she wasn´t home...then it started to rain muy fuerte so we just ran a little ways to the house of hermana Betti and she drove us home. We put the cake in the fridge and called the Hermana leaders of our mission to tell them that they didn´t need to wait for us for the young women´s conference because we were just going to go watch it in the house of hermana Betti. yeah so long story short, we watched the conference at her house and Mariana was there (The less active who was having a birthday that day) and we all ate cake and it was a grand old time! But, it was late and dark and we needed to get home so we could be en casa en tiempo. So we leave and I am holding my little sterofoam (haha I totally forgot how to spell that word...) plate with a piece of cake on it.
 
Oh yeah and in the first few days here in the mission, Hermana Kraczek taught me this trick to make me run faster. Basically you just kind of squat so that you can extend your legs and then you run faster and I have no idea how it works but it totally does! So we were doing that to get home faster and I was laughing so hard because it is so crazy to me how it works and how I can be going so fast! Hermana Kraczek has to jog/run to keep up with my "speed walk". Anyway so we are both laughing so hard and it is really dark and we are basically bookin it. Well, we turn the corner and Hermana Kraczek jumps over one of the many speed bumps in the street. I, being asian and having eyes half the size of normal people, did not happen to see the speed bump in the darkness of the night, on a black road, and so naturally, I trip. And I flew! I smacked the ground so hard. Estaba bien bien fuerte. My cake goes flying off the plate, that I still had in my hands, my left elbow smacked the ground as well as my right hand and both of my knees. After all those body parts hit the ground I decided I was really tired and that I was in a lot of pain, so I just laid down for a minute groaning and laughing all at once.
 
Hermana Kraczek heard and saw all of this and ran to my side to help me up. When I stood up I walked over to my cake, lying dead in the street and said, like a true fat woman, "oh no!! My cake!" We both just laughed and laughed and I was really embarrassed after falling (especially because there were two people behind us and I have no idea how long they were there...) but we walked all the way back to our house and I had yet to shed a tear. When we got to our door, my right leg felt really wet so I was all, oh man I think I´m bleeding pretty bad. Hermana Kraczek told me not to look at it because apparently it was pretty bad.... well I looked at it when we got inside and oh man, it was somethin else! There was so much blood and my skin was so dirty from the street that it looked like I had rocks stuck in my knees. Don´t worry mom, there wasn´t any rocks! :) Well, yeah anyway, Hermana Kraczek cleaned me up and rubbed alcohol on me (that´s the part that made me cry) and she bandaged me up. There are more details to the story but I am running out of time so I need to wrap it up :)
 
Hermana Marina, the wife of the lidér misional (the people we live with) is like a nurse person or something and so she helped me on sunday to wrap it better and she cut out the meat of an aloe vera plant and stuck it on me. I think I am doing better and hopefully they aren´t infected but I am still really happy and doing great so don´t worry! I just wanted to share this story because it is something different and "exciting" that happened this week so I spiced things up a bit ;) I also have really nasty pics to send you so I hope you enjoy em ;) I looked like something out of a horror movie...

I love you all so much and I pray for you all! I hope that you have a fantastic week with lots of awesome opportunities to serve and to have spiritual experiences. Try to look for the hand of God in everyday because it is there and I promise you that you will be surprised at all the tiny miracles He grants us everyday. I really love you all a lot and I hope you like all the pics! I have a lot to make up for...

Love,
Hermana Walker

P.s. Mom, our hands are fine. They are just a little darker in some places and they don´t hurt or anything. But we have an appointment with a dermitologist (can´t spell that either) and he/she will look at them for us. Don´t worry! The Lord is going to protect us and I am sure that it is nothing :) 

Just a "little blood!"
 
Healing knees

Our "weird hand problem!"